i hope you say my name in your sleep

I hope you say my name in your sleep.

I hope you are consumed by my thoughts.

The mere existence of me?

I hope it tortures you.

Every time you are alone, I hope I pop in your mind.

When you are in a crowd, I hope all they do is mention me.

I put my heart in your hands, you crushed it to pieces.

I hope you exist only to feel the pain you caused me.

In all things life, I hope you cannot live without my memories.

I hope the guilt crushes your soul to nothingness.

I hope it kills you.

And in death, may we meet again.

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